within a period of 12 hours, two people said to me, "aren't you glad you weren't raised by sally??????????"
how would i know? i can't know. but what i CAN tell you is that you're making a big fat mistake by dissing her. big mistake. big, big, big.
only *I* am allowed to hate her, or talk shit about her. no one else is allowed to talk smack about my n-mother but ME.
and no matter how many times i bitch and moan and scream and freak out about what a COMPLETE fucking idiot she is and how much i HATE her.........
remember this: she is still my mother. do not disrepect her. do not bad mouth her. do not tell me i'm better off without her.
do not stop me from trying to chase after her, or i'll just do it behind your back. do not try to stop me from thinking about her. you won't. do not discourage me from daydreaming about her. you can't. do not tell me i shouldn't have searched for her, and above all, do not tell me to let it go.... because i will hang on anyway, and if you fight me on this, you WILL lose. i promise.